12/9/2021

So I played hooky because I needed time for myself, to process, and collect those loose ends before I became completely unravelled. Took me a while to get out of bed but I did, forced myself to shower, and went about my day. On the docket was Stardew Valley (GASP), a tiny bit of tidying in my room, cleaning up my car, chatting with Bloomfield, learning my plans to see my little sister weren't gonna happen on Wednesday night, and that's about it.

I felt like I might've made my support group uncomfortable last night by being uncommunicative, so I emailed my friend who introduced me to the group to tell her what's going on and apologize just in case.

Just need to remember this is my life, not my life under Leah's terms, and I should chase my own dreams rather than the ones vetted by Leah.