7/28/2022

On Wednesday, before I left for the Ocean courthouse, I spent a good 10-15 minutes weeping in my room. I was overwhelmed with so many thoughts and they were compounded by the newfound pain in my left heel. The thoughts were about Leah, I guess a bit of 'fear of missing out' or 'FOMO' as the kids today like to put it, along with other thoughts like Leah asking me to give her away at her wedding, also when Leah's around her family if they don't ask anything about me at all or if they enquire (in private) about that scumbag she used to be married to.

I have therapy tomorrow at 11 a.m. and it's much-needed.