10/1/2022

October's here. Fingers crossed it will be kind to me. Octobers tend to be rough considering the month was known for being told about a pet being put down, one of my suicide attempts, being affected by the shorter days, and finding myself feeling more isolated than usual.

Dreamt last night that I was in the kitchen by the sink and it was dark. Suddenly I heard something to my right and caught two silhouettes being intimate on the couch. From the sounds I realized it was my landlord and one of the women who live in the basement. For a moment I blinked out then blinked back in. The silhouettes in the darkness had become a single silhouette on the couch and I heard it say my name.