enamiĝoj

In a lighter vein from the previous post, I have a crush on Laura Moon in the Starz production of American Gods. She has a je ne sais quois about her which reminds me of…

vera krimo

Been listening to Last Podcast on the Left for nearly a year. It can be funny, but them I realize what I’m laughing at and why I’m laughing then become disgusted with myself. Worse, the…

marihŭano

So it appears I’m more relaxed and confident after smoking weed. It seems to be a wise choice to become a pothead. C’mon Phil Murphy, decriminalize weed already.

sangaj artikoj

Last night I spoke with Edna on the phone. The conversation was genial and friendly but something about it triggered me, so I took two Xanax and slept like the dead. This morning I took…

zanaksoj

It is late. As the night wears on, I become melancholy and maudlin. I spoke with Edna about budgets, my personal life, and how we have parallels. Edna is more fearless than me. I began…

morto

This afternoon I had a vision of death. Not my death, but what happens to my body after the life had run out. My skeleton was emerging from a deserted beach, empty sockets taking in…

sunbrilo

Around the equinoxes, sunshine hits the northerly-facing side of the house. I forget how beautiful the light can be in the mornings. Especially when the birds are waking, raising their chorus to welcome its light.

fiku amazonon

This evening I decided to visit Barnes & Noble and browse their science fiction section. The selection was paltry, and underscored my perception of science fiction becoming highly, and shrill-ly, politicized. I stopped and chided…

mi ne atendas pri terapio

Friday was a bad head day. I kinda got what I wanted, but it came with a large splash of cold water. And the splash of cold water came from myself. Mostly making my own…

lernetu!

Lerni – to learn -et- – suffix for the diminuitive -u – volative/jussive tense “Lernetu” is a command to “Learn a little”. Koŝmaro is nightmare. (koh-SHMA-ro) Francophones should get this. Premsonĝo (premi + sonĝo) also…